I'M GETTING MARRIED!!!

I'm having one of those nights where its really hitting me that I'm getting married! Its so crazy...I've been planning the wedding for a little over 2 mon ths and only when I stop and just take it all in does it really hit me. Its such a mix of emotions....I am SO excited!!!! I can't believe its finally happening....but at the same time, its so natural that its really not so unbelievable. Its humbling to see God moving...and where He's brought me. Its relieving to remember where I was last year at this time....that I'm not still there. And, it makes me cry to think about how blessed I am to have Ken in my life. I love him more that I can say and that love continues to build every day. I'm excited that we strive to have a godly relationship and, soon to be, marriage. I'm excited that we hold to the same beliefs. I'm excited that we appreciate each other. I'm excited that in less than 100 days I get to live with my best friend! I'm excited that we are getting to have this incredible celebration with our friends and family. I'm excited to see where God leads us and how He uses us for His glory. I'm excited that Ken loves me as much as he does. I'm excited that I get to love him back. I'm excited that we get to share this life together. Its more humbling than I could have ever imagined. I've waited on God's perfect timing....sometimes not so patiently and sometimes not so obediently....but I waited on Him to bring His best for me! It was better than I could have ever imagined. It was better than what I would have picked for myself. Ken is amazing! He is gentle, he is funny, he is kind, he is loving, he is incredibly smart, he is a believer, he is strong, he is determined, he is great at his job...his calling, and he is perfect for me!

I love you baby!!! Less than 100 days!!!!